wow...im in love..

Yes im actually happy and my mom catches me smileing because im thinking of him..he makes me feel so amazing and god he actually listens and helps me he's there for me and im there for him..he listens to rock all types and he skateboards but he's also veryy good at playing basketball and football and he's also on the track team he's like a little bit of everything..I can't believe im in love and god im acually happy for once in my damn life..but of corse this could just be me blinded by love and then I just end up being hurt once more..but I can tell he feels the same but for how long..I love him too much to see him with another girl it would hurt me and this time I don't think id ever recover..